Kuch Bhi

i wouldn't be ' i '

2008-07-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

I wouldn't be I, if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't win the world, if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't ask from GOD, if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't die or kill, if it wasn't for you,

I wouldn't laugh, I wuldn't cry

I wouldn't be bold, I wouldn't be shy

I wouldn't even open or close my eyes...

All it is...... all i am

wouldn't be what it is...If it wasn't for you

I wouldn't be i, if it wasn't for you...

As it comes..

2008-05-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

oh... its been long...as always...
Suddenly a thought crossed my mind today.... why??? why??? did i stop writing... not that i was very good or literary rich but still i could really express myself and i did it well yaaaaar...
May be i was too busy with my life... maybe it was not a big passion..maybe i didn't feel the need of expressing my self...maybe i found another way to express my self...or maybe whatever i wanted to express didn't matter....
well a lot of maybe's.. be it...and i'm not even sure i'm gonna start writing after this session again..but something for sure has made me think over it again..
Well its just that a lot is happening too fast these days and obviously a slow starter like me would need some time to think over it and understand or comprehend whats happening...
so i'm gonna take my time and njoy it :)

THE DIFFERENCE OF OPINION

2007-10-16T14:55:00.000-07:00

Its all a complicated thought, somethings just look so right to someone, but not so right for some one else.. Every one has his own perception about good or bad.

It gets interesting when the difference of opinion (if i may call it) gets beyond just being that. When you dont wanna talk about something because there is a difference of opinion and you feel like dropping the matter as both the parties involved look at it in different light... shall the matter be actually dropped, or it should be discussed more so as to try and get clarity on the issue, whether the thing that happened should be repeated or not. @#%@#$^% yeah right!!!!

It gets even more complicated when the so called difference of opinion is backed by a casual approach towards the thing that happend as it seems it holds no good or its not of any importance, but try and think if it was not of any importance then why would some one make noises for that.

Some of the reasons for difference of opinion could be a small miscommunication, a big pain, a casual error of judgement, a perception ( the fav MBA jargon), or extra concern, diffensive approach, insecurity or a EGO!!! ( if its got to be the way it is).

Well it seems i just found a lot of different opinions about **THE DIFFERENCE OF OPINION**.

Celebrate the difference of opinion and not its not being there.

$#%^$#&#^&@ They are right when they say ... Vishu : dont think too much, it never helps!! go to BED.

GOD BLESS !

2007-07-19T11:34:00.000-07:00

feeling sleepy but don't know y i want to write something...
just wanna pen down...
life looks complete but still not confirmed...
it looks fulfilled, but still vacant..
Changes a re happening every moment...
..i never used to pray....but now i pray at least 100 times a day...
was a brat...stubborn ass.... not anymore i guess...
use to live life on my terms...cant live without hers now...
beer glass is taken over by bare love and care...
lone cigarette smoking is gone because of togetherness...
things have changed....nobody told me to change..but i guess its the desire to be what i actually am.
was lost for sometime...but back on track now....
feels good...feels awesome...
one word tat i use too often now...GOD BLESS!

Still Lost!

2005-12-12T02:49:00.000-08:00

Out of school, in the college
totally blank, no idea what so ever
what should i do, was the question on mind
just thinking , is it worth studying here, is it worth trying...

3 years in college, all the time wasted and gone
thinking to aim for ducks, couldn't get any though,
had lots of fun...enjoyed to the max
what i didn't know, was what to do next...

Teen days were over, words of wisdom started pouring in,
had to do something before its was too late,
the peer pressure worked again, got into a Business school
dating with guls was over, instead got a managements date...

thought this was the time to make up
for all the time that was lost,
thought i must work hard, must be serious
afterall it wasn't cheap, it all came at a high cost....

2 years in MBA, thought i was a master now
could argue for anything, had my own opinion
but actually speaking, with all the time and money spent
"It depends" is all what i learnt...

I feel like God

2005-12-08T09:07:00.000-08:00

I feel free as a bird,
feel i can touch the sky like her...
feel i can hide the sun in my eyes,
hold the moon in my wings...
....a few things that i wish...i know will come true...

I feel safe as devine...
like the purest sin,
i feel I've done it all
but still keep wishing for more...
...a few things i wish...i know its not just me...

everyone dreams...me and all....
I feel i can make dreams come true...
feel they are waiting for me to prove...
...feel they are asking a lot...
as i can do it all....
i feel like GOD....

I'm not dead, I'm alive

2005-11-13T18:42:00.000-08:00

The day looks beautiful

the sun seems brighter,

i shed off my past, wash away all the stains,

move ahead for good, relive all my pains

i suddenly realise, i'm not dead as yet

I'm alive.

The world is changing colors

the smiles are spreading around,

it seems i can fly, when i open my eyes

i can feel my wings, just a matter of spread

i suddenly realise, people are so nic,

coz I'm not dead, I'm alive...

walking in the air, looks possible now

i can see the path of heavenly might,

i dream of a world of my own

where nobody is shy, no one's wild

i suddenly realise, i can go by my will

not to look at GOD,

coz I'm not dead, I'm alive.

Time as it is...

2005-08-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

time as it is, bitter and sarcastic
somtimes comprehends, sometimes pretends
but its difficult to findout
what is it trying to convey and the message it sends.

time as it is, a bit ugly and rough
might make you feel good, might sometime just suck
the more you try, the more it hurts
as it pass away, leaving you with the burns...

time as it is, can change your life,
no options left, you cant even deny
it'll chase you till death, will not even leave you in hell

dont run away from it, it can always catch
better face its power, just let it hatch
may be you are lucky, may be a better life you can fetch
life might turn to be your way,
the one you've always wanted to live away:)

Walking the past!!!

2005-08-21T23:58:00.000-07:00

Dark silent sky is wondering why
the sun is lost, why the stars are shy..
where's everthing gone, why the wind is crying!
as they use to shine, bringing me to life...

Today the world seems angry, everyone's on a high
banging heads with the walls, and trying to hide
things were never so uncertain, so hard to try,
when they use to shine, bringing me to life...

Gone are the days, when i use to fly
my wings are cut and gone, i'm left lifeless and dry
can i walk back a few miles, can someone tell me why
they use to shine, bringing me to life...

whom shall i trust, infront of whom can i cry
there's no one around, to hug and bid good bye!
i'm left lifeless and dry, asking why
the sun is lost, why the stars are shy,
where's everything gone, why the wind can't suffice
as they use to shine, bringing me to life...

life's a bitch, love it anyways

2005-08-01T00:50:00.000-07:00

u'll get kicked, u'll get thrown out
u'll geet blasted or get blown out
nobody will listen whatever you gotta say
n u feel, life is a bitch love it anyways...

u'll never get a chance, u'll never find a way,
keep looking for a gul till you become a Gay
whatever you do, you question, why i fail always
n u feel life is a bitch, love it anyways...

u'll go to the place, where others want u to be,
u'll do things, what others want u to do
u'll get into the trap, u'll fall as a pray
n u feel life is a bitch, love it anyways...

This is the way you make me feel

2005-07-22T12:48:00.000-07:00

When I see you, my heart beats faster
while talking to you, my mind goes numb
when i hold your hand i want to kneel
this is the way you make me feel

I want to see you laugh, i want to hear you cry,
when you need me, i wanna be by your side,
i wanna feel your touch. i wanna kiss you gul
when i look in your eyes, i feel the chill
this is the way you make me feel.

the glow on your face, the spark in your sight
brings my life into the lime light
i dont know how to say, i don't know how to tell
you are my luv, you are my gul
when you are with me, i wanna go for the kill
this is the way you make me feel

never leave me alone, never leave me to stray
i luv you i say, today and always
wish we never be a part, wish never be away
i belive in you , i belive in us
no matter what come no matter what may
all our pains our luv will heel
this is the way you make me feel.....

The first time luv

2005-07-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

She said, dont luv me
she said dont hug me
its not luv, its something else
coz she's not sure of the future or the wedding bells...

lets go back to the past,
lets be gud friends, she said
the way we used to talk
jst forget what happened.

she luvs me i know,
but she has certain doubts
she needs sometime, she needs some ground
she needs some luv to listen to the sound
i hope she realises before i drown.

i know how she feels, its all on her face
she cant hide it, her eyes will say
its the first time luv, its her first xperience
that's why i guess, she's confused and curious.
she has all the time, she has all my luv
she can be sure that in the end, i will be there.

I dont know

2005-01-25T01:38:00.000-08:00

Thr's something in the air that i dont know
I can feel it, but what is it I don't know,
I try to find out..but fail as always...
looking around helpless for the things that i don't know.
I luv the nature the gift of God
but about God I don't know.
I try to look for him, but just can't see....
maybe he can tell me, what is it that I don't know...
People say they know me and I know them....
but how can they know me, coz about myslef I dont know....
What all I know is that....there is something for sure, that I don't know.....