Still Lost!

Out of school, in the college
totally blank, no idea what so ever
what should i do, was the question on mind
just thinking , is it worth studying here, is it worth trying...

3 years in college, all the time wasted and gone
thinking to aim for ducks, couldn't get any though,
had lots of fun...enjoyed to the max
what i didn't know, was what to do next...

Teen days were over, words of wisdom started pouring in,
had to do something before its was too late,
the peer pressure worked again, got into a Business school
dating with guls was over, instead got a managements date...

thought this was the time to make up
for all the time that was lost,
thought i must work hard, must be serious
afterall it wasn't cheap, it all came at a high cost....

2 years in MBA, thought i was a master now
could argue for anything, had my own opinion
but actually speaking, with all the time and money spent
"It depends" is all what i learnt...

I feel like God

I feel free as a bird,
feel i can touch the sky like her...
feel i can hide the sun in my eyes,
hold the moon in my wings...
....a few things that i wish...i know will come true...

I feel safe as devine...
like the purest sin,
i feel I've done it all
but still keep wishing for more...
...a few things i wish...i know its not just me...

everyone dreams...me and all....
I feel i can make dreams come true...
feel they are waiting for me to prove...
...feel they are asking a lot...
as i can do it all....
i feel like GOD....


I'm not dead, I'm alive

The day looks beautiful
the sun seems brighter,
i shed off my past, wash away all the stains,
move ahead for good, relive all my pains
i suddenly realise, i'm not dead as yet
I'm alive.
The world is changing colors
the smiles are spreading around,
it seems i can fly, when i open my eyes
i can feel my wings, just a matter of spread
i suddenly realise, people are so nic,
coz I'm not dead, I'm alive...
walking in the air, looks possible now
i can see the path of heavenly might,
i dream of a world of my own
where nobody is shy, no one's wild
i suddenly realise, i can go by my will
not to look at GOD,
coz I'm not dead, I'm alive.

Time as it is...

time as it is, bitter and sarcastic
somtimes comprehends, sometimes pretends
but its difficult to findout
what is it trying to convey and the message it sends.

time as it is, a bit ugly and rough
might make you feel good, might sometime just suck
the more you try, the more it hurts
as it pass away, leaving you with the burns...

time as it is, can change your life,
no options left, you cant even deny
it'll chase you till death, will not even leave you in hell

dont run away from it, it can always catch
better face its power, just let it hatch
may be you are lucky, may be a better life you can fetch
life might turn to be your way,
the one you've always wanted to live away:)

Walking the past!!!

Dark silent sky is wondering why
the sun is lost, why the stars are shy..
where's everthing gone, why the wind is crying!
as they use to shine, bringing me to life...

Today the world seems angry, everyone's on a high
banging heads with the walls, and trying to hide
things were never so uncertain, so hard to try,
when they use to shine, bringing me to life...

Gone are the days, when i use to fly
my wings are cut and gone, i'm left lifeless and dry
can i walk back a few miles, can someone tell me why
they use to shine, bringing me to life...

whom shall i trust, infront of whom can i cry
there's no one around, to hug and bid good bye!
i'm left lifeless and dry, asking why
the sun is lost, why the stars are shy,
where's everything gone, why the wind can't suffice
as they use to shine, bringing me to life...

life's a bitch, love it anyways

u'll get kicked, u'll get thrown out
u'll geet blasted or get blown out
nobody will listen whatever you gotta say
n u feel, life is a bitch love it anyways...

u'll never get a chance, u'll never find a way,
keep looking for a gul till you become a Gay
whatever you do, you question, why i fail always
n u feel life is a bitch, love it anyways...

u'll go to the place, where others want u to be,
u'll do things, what others want u to do
u'll get into the trap, u'll fall as a pray
n u feel life is a bitch, love it anyways...

This is the way you make me feel

When I see you, my heart beats faster
while talking to you, my mind goes numb
when i hold your hand i want to kneel
this is the way you make me feel

I want to see you laugh, i want to hear you cry,
when you need me, i wanna be by your side,
i wanna feel your touch. i wanna kiss you gul
when i look in your eyes, i feel the chill
this is the way you make me feel.

the glow on your face, the spark in your sight
brings my life into the lime light
i dont know how to say, i don't know how to tell
you are my luv, you are my gul
when you are with me, i wanna go for the kill
this is the way you make me feel

never leave me alone, never leave me to stray
i luv you i say, today and always
wish we never be a part, wish never be away
i belive in you , i belive in us
no matter what come no matter what may
all our pains our luv will heel
this is the way you make me feel.....

The first time luv

She said, dont luv me
she said dont hug me
its not luv, its something else
coz she's not sure of the future or the wedding bells...

lets go back to the past,
lets be gud friends, she said
the way we used to talk
jst forget what happened.

she luvs me i know,
but she has certain doubts
she needs sometime, she needs some ground
she needs some luv to listen to the sound
i hope she realises before i drown.

i know how she feels, its all on her face
she cant hide it, her eyes will say
its the first time luv, its her first xperience
that's why i guess, she's confused and curious.
she has all the time, she has all my luv
she can be sure that in the end, i will be there.

I dont know

Thr's something in the air that i dont know
I can feel it, but what is it I don't know,
I try to find out..but fail as always...
looking around helpless for the things that i don't know.
I luv the nature the gift of God
but about God I don't know.
I try to look for him, but just can't see....
maybe he can tell me, what is it that I don't know...
People say they know me and I know them....
but how can they know me, coz about myslef I dont know....
What all I know is that....there is something for sure, that I don't know.....