i wouldn't be ' i '

I wouldn't be I, if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't win the world, if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't ask from GOD, if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't die or kill, if it wasn't for you,

I wouldn't laugh, I wuldn't cry

I wouldn't be bold, I wouldn't be shy

I wouldn't even open or close my eyes...

All it is...... all i am

wouldn't be what it is...If it wasn't for you

I wouldn't be i, if it wasn't for you...

As it comes..

oh... its been long...as always...
Suddenly a thought crossed my mind today.... why??? why??? did i stop writing... not that i was very good or literary rich but still i could really express myself and i did it well yaaaaar...
May be i was too busy with my life... maybe it was not a big passion..maybe i didn't feel the need of expressing my self...maybe i found another way to express my self...or maybe whatever i wanted to express didn't matter....
well a lot of maybe's.. be it...and i'm not even sure i'm gonna start writing after this session again..but something for sure has made me think over it again..
Well its just that a lot is happening too fast these days and obviously a slow starter like me would need some time to think over it and understand or comprehend whats happening...
so i'm gonna take my time and njoy it :)

**THE DIFFERENCE OF OPINION**

Its all a complicated thought, somethings just look so right to someone, but not so right for some one else.. Every one has his own perception about good or bad.

It gets interesting when the difference of opinion (if i may call it) gets beyond just being that. When you dont wanna talk about something because there is a difference of opinion and you feel like dropping the matter as both the parties involved look at it in different light... shall the matter be actually dropped, or it should be discussed more so as to try and get clarity on the issue, whether the thing that happened should be repeated or not. @#%@#$^% yeah right!!!!

It gets even more complicated when the so called difference of opinion is backed by a casual approach towards the thing that happend as it seems it holds no good or its not of any importance, but try and think if it was not of any importance then why would some one make noises for that.

Some of the reasons for difference of opinion could be a small miscommunication, a big pain, a casual error of judgement, a perception ( the fav MBA jargon), or extra concern, diffensive approach, insecurity or a EGO!!! ( if its got to be the way it is).

Well it seems i just found a lot of different opinions about **THE DIFFERENCE OF OPINION**.

Celebrate the difference of opinion and not its not being there.

$#%^$#&#^&@ They are right when they say ... Vishu : dont think too much, it never helps!! go to BED.

GOD BLESS !

feeling sleepy but don't know y i want to write something...
just wanna pen down...
life looks complete but still not confirmed...
it looks fulfilled, but still vacant..
Changes a re happening every moment...
..i never used to pray....but now i pray at least 100 times a day...
was a brat...stubborn ass.... not anymore i guess...
use to live life on my terms...cant live without hers now...
beer glass is taken over by bare love and care...
lone cigarette smoking is gone because of togetherness...
things have changed....nobody told me to change..but i guess its the desire to be what i actually am.
was lost for sometime...but back on track now....
feels good...feels awesome...
one word tat i use too often now...GOD BLESS!

Still Lost!

Out of school, in the college
totally blank, no idea what so ever
what should i do, was the question on mind
just thinking , is it worth studying here, is it worth trying...

3 years in college, all the time wasted and gone
thinking to aim for ducks, couldn't get any though,
had lots of fun...enjoyed to the max
what i didn't know, was what to do next...

Teen days were over, words of wisdom started pouring in,
had to do something before its was too late,
the peer pressure worked again, got into a Business school
dating with guls was over, instead got a managements date...

thought this was the time to make up
for all the time that was lost,
thought i must work hard, must be serious
afterall it wasn't cheap, it all came at a high cost....

2 years in MBA, thought i was a master now
could argue for anything, had my own opinion
but actually speaking, with all the time and money spent
"It depends" is all what i learnt...

I feel like God

I feel free as a bird,
feel i can touch the sky like her...
feel i can hide the sun in my eyes,
hold the moon in my wings...
....a few things that i wish...i know will come true...

I feel safe as devine...
like the purest sin,
i feel I've done it all
but still keep wishing for more...
...a few things i wish...i know its not just me...

everyone dreams...me and all....
I feel i can make dreams come true...
feel they are waiting for me to prove...
...feel they are asking a lot...
as i can do it all....
i feel like GOD....


I'm not dead, I'm alive

The day looks beautiful
the sun seems brighter,
i shed off my past, wash away all the stains,
move ahead for good, relive all my pains
i suddenly realise, i'm not dead as yet
I'm alive.
The world is changing colors
the smiles are spreading around,
it seems i can fly, when i open my eyes
i can feel my wings, just a matter of spread
i suddenly realise, people are so nic,
coz I'm not dead, I'm alive...
walking in the air, looks possible now
i can see the path of heavenly might,
i dream of a world of my own
where nobody is shy, no one's wild
i suddenly realise, i can go by my will
not to look at GOD,
coz I'm not dead, I'm alive.